the day is finally here.. cultural dance society’s farewell party, and i was one of the seniors to get farewell-ed..haha.. 5 seniors,including me, crystal heng, hui jiun, qian ling and jia yin..

a day full of tears..every single year we go through this together, crying because of seperations..

i was called to the front to give a speech about my 5 years in the club,i had so many things to say in my mind,but when i stood in front,kimmy and crystal aka my ultimate besties started crying before i could speak.. so i couldn’t talk no longer,i had to stop because my words are getting blur,i myself cant even understand what i was talking about..

speech delivered but not the way i wanted,anyway,i know you guys understand what i was trying to say..

i didn’t cry as much as i thought i would,because it feels like i won’t be seperated from you all in the future,i could still feel the strong bond between us and that i would still see you guys often..

so save the tears babes..;)

I LOVE YOU ALL SOOOOO MUCH!!! <3

crystal,you made the most unforgettable speech ever!! HAHAHAHAHAHA! 4 words only!

and a big thank you to the senior1s…for the great party..

sooo many great things happened to me because of HZ5..

ok,change topic..i’m feeling sick… ate something wrong…eeuuukkk

can you believe only 12 days left till spm? i havent got the exam mood yet..

worried actually…

was caught by my english teacher because of ponteng-ing class.. he is such a busybody..

i think he pays so much attention to me because he is secretly in love with me or something,that’s why he noticed i was missing in class and saw me at the volleyball court.. ARGH!!!

need to go see him monday morning.. and i think i won’t be able to ponteng anymore.. i’m out from our ponteng groung--- The Bunks…

and a big thank you to my partner in crime..heng choc…i love you!!!!!

don’t get caught like i did my dear…hahahaha!!!

no longer a kc student soon.. T^T

signing off now.. need to go prepare for dinner session with my dear sis,newnew and their gang..hopefully for some arcade games too.. tata

i love you my baby sungai

as simple as that…

i have the same necklace ash!<3

well, i’m surrounded by people who are in love..except for nicole..>.<

it’s nice i have to admit..but sometimes they get a little annoying la,especially that mariam..LOL!!!

i had a great day today,quite satisfying,but i won’t be able to see you for 4 days..i think it’s gonna be suffering..but i’ll be fine..and i’m stubborn,no means no,not staying for senior3 AJ!..and no,i’m not going back to school tomorrow,cause someone might abandon me..play volleyball worrr…

i met an angel / fairy today on the bus,and let me tell you not all angels and fairies are pretty and slim,this one i met is quite fat,indian,glasses..haha, he can speak chinese and cantonese but he’s an indian, very freaky, he gave me spm tips,like my personal spy for spm questions or something,he taught me how to answer those english paper questions..

I MET AN ANGEL!!! O.O weird experience..

guess what? yours truly got a 2 page interview about dance allure in Kuen Cheng News Magazine!..muahahahhahahah!!!

erm, ok, i’ve got nothing more to say..

i’ll miss you!..^^  (the one that always fall asleep when he says he’ll be back in 5 mins,some more need me to call him to wake him upXD)

don’t try to ruin my hiding plan ptbf, i was hiding in the bush and you could have just act like you don’t know, because i feel so stupid now,HAHAHAHHAAH…

and please! i beg you,come talk to me already because…14 days!!! its damn short la weih

someone fell asleep again i think?..it’s already 11.30pm

ciao ciao ciao..i’m uploading new videos to facebook..stupid mayo..gotta go!

i remember everything,your every expression,every movement,every smile,and all the things you’ve said,it just takes my breath away..but you don’t even care..

brand new day,i woke up at 2pm,the afternoon heat kicked me off the bed..it’s 5.44pm..what will you be doing right now?..and i don’t even know who ‘you’ is..

people seemed to be very happy when i said i’m letting go..good or bad sign?i was blinded..

going back to school tomorrow,for huo dong,i don’t know why i feel so unwelcomed..and to hang out with my friends…not to forget my ptbf (next time please just go to sleep,i don’t want you to fall asleep like that again)

remind me to fix my star necklace this saturday, buy leopard print scarf, a nice dress,make up remover, some nice cosmetics, accessories,shoes!..if i have the money of course..

whowillhugmefromthebackandwhisperiloveyoutome?whowillbeproudofhimselfwhenheholdsmeinhishands?whowillcallmebabeinfrontofhisfriendsbecauseheissoproudofhavingme?whowillrememberallthethingsivesaidtohimandthinkofitwhenhehasthechanceto?whowillbuymefoodandthinkofmeandadmitthatheisdesperatefora’imissyoutoo’fromme?whowill…?who?

belly says Hi!

i love my life…and…

i guess some of you already tak boleh tahan me singing “two is better than one-boys like girls feat.t.swift” continuously already..but it’s my current mood song..sigh..

ok,i’m sick of sad stuff,i need to learn how to enjoy my life,even if i’m all alone with nobody beside me

being independent used to be my first rule in my life game

i’m trying to start a new life here people!without !@#$%..i feel so much better now,as if i can breath again..and realised how important all my friends are to me..cause they love me for who i truly am,not for the attention i’m giving them,and they understand me.. <3

I HAD A GREAT DAY TODAY!!!cause now there are reasons for me to go to school,friends and my ptbf(haha!)..and study!gosh,phoebe is really irritating!

so bombasticans! ashley is no longer in the “in-love-zone” but back to the “single-and-loving-it zone”

i feel like a total idiot!

went to midvalley with choc,cheryl,riam,phoebe and nicole + michelle and jessica + elynn,kah yee and rui yi..big group..we went there to buy chockie’s ipod touch!!!!!

i had a really great weekend with AJ..and lots of photos taken,so do feel free to go to my facebook and take a look at them if you’re interested..too many to post them all up in my blog..

going to sunway this saturday!..excited! i can shop till i drop! *AJ! must wear comfy shoes ah!*

watched sorority row yesterday with mom,and great new experience,both of us were the only one watching the movie,so we had the whole cinema for ourselves,private theatre,AWESOME!>.<

damn!i love my life..and dragon-i’s fried tofu with salt and pepper is genius!!!!do try it!

bur-bye! need to go beg people to accompany me back to school..sigh!

XOXOXOXOXOXO,

ash

p/s   too many ji nian che!!!!!!

spot me?

(featured on JUST DANCE #2 magazine)

you never care about how i feel,and it seems like everything i say is not good enough for you..you make me feel even more like a loser than i already am..but i’m glad that someone can make you happy.. i’m sorry..it sucks that i love you

as the title says..my pinky toe is swollen and in pain..because of yesterday’s latin class..

when i got home..i saw this while i was washing my feet..it’s a bit disgusting but bare with it la..haha because i really wanna share this=D

now let me investigate who did this..

 THE SILVER WARRIOR….==’’’ (ok,my shoes look so dirty)

i didn’t realise my pinky toe was bleeding until i got home..because..well i did feel a little pain while dancing but it’s normal cause it hurts all the time when i wear my dancing shoes..so i thought it was just the “normal pain”..and i couldn’t care less..

so when i reached home,i went to the bathroom to wash my hands and feet..then i saw my pinky toe in BLOODY RED colour..was a little shocked but it wasn’t that serious for me have a panic attack..

i just took a photo of my pinky toe and told my mom bout my bloody toe..

and the next morning,which is today (erm actually yesterday since it’s 12.31am now), i had to wear my school shoes and it blardy hurts omg!..well thank god phoebe didn’t come (congrats for passing your driving examination be)..and i was tired and lazy so i stayed in class for the whole day..

now my poor pinky toe swollen..and no dance class next week so my pinky can rest..haha

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i got myself a performance! in school..yea..probably my last performance?idk,maybe..actually form5 students are not suppose to perform but i don’t mind losing some time for studying,cause exercise is a must right?even if the exam is very very important..YES! I CAN SWEAT IT ALL OUT!

too bad our “wu tou zhen” sudah tak ada lurr..the V shape part..KIMMY! join larrrr!

but i lost a chance to perform as well,dance world 10th anniversary,form5 students are not suppose to perform because of stupid spm…well i guess i’ll just watch this time,it could be very enjoyable too,dressing up,probably with crystal and AJ or mom..and see people dance..^^

*and i need to represent someone to cheer for someone..hmm?? hohoho

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eyelids getting heavier..almost 1am..but i can’t go to sleep yet..i have a mission to complete,which is being a S***..’he’ aka my boss forced me to..T.T

oh yea, i’m at AJ’s house now, mom is off to taiping so no one’s gonna be home,i might as well go to AJ’s house and have a BLAST..

but stupid photoshop made my head dizzy..and someone ffk me..now where is my hyperness suppose to go???

daddy came to malaysia for a few days,met up with him just now,he gave me allowance(hohoho) now i can go shop for my dress for the dinner and dance..love you daddy!

AJ and i are just typing typing typing…and her keyboard typing sound is very annoying..LOL!!!

hmm..i forgot what else i wanna say..well, i’m going swimming tomorrow!chlorine water here i COME!!! and i need some tan..maybe jo will be very happy if i get darker..kekeke>.<

well…gotta go…tata good night sweet dreams take care..tomorrow is as fun as a funfair..

p/s   bernard said i will look good a tattoo because of my skin tone!!! oh gosh you have no idea how happy i am XD